I used to care, but now I take a pill for that
Очередное хорошее цитатко, и я спать 
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Castiel won't close his eyes though, and Dean doesn't know what to do under that gaze, doesn't know what to do until Castiel closes one of his hands over Dean's at his hip, says, "I understand."
Dean's instinctive response to anyone who says that to him has always, always been to punch them, at the very least threaten them, but this time, this time he believes it and it's better and worse than any 'I love you' because no one's ever known him. They didn't know what to say to a pre-schooler whose mother had burnt to death, didn't know what to say to a teenager whose skills were lockpicking, shooting and hustling, and they certainly didn't know what to say to a man who'd come back from Hell.
Castiel hadn't said 'I understand' to fix things, to make them better. He said it because he meant it.
))Castiel won't close his eyes though, and Dean doesn't know what to do under that gaze, doesn't know what to do until Castiel closes one of his hands over Dean's at his hip, says, "I understand."
Dean's instinctive response to anyone who says that to him has always, always been to punch them, at the very least threaten them, but this time, this time he believes it and it's better and worse than any 'I love you' because no one's ever known him. They didn't know what to say to a pre-schooler whose mother had burnt to death, didn't know what to say to a teenager whose skills were lockpicking, shooting and hustling, and they certainly didn't know what to say to a man who'd come back from Hell.
Castiel hadn't said 'I understand' to fix things, to make them better. He said it because he meant it.